I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW

I thought you should know...
That I haven't seen your faces but the space in my heart is getting crowded cuz of you.

I thought you should know...
That in your comments and retweets and even silence, I hear answers to questions I've asked and then questions that open me up to possibilities.

I thought you should know...
That because of you blogging is neither a hobby nor an occupation but a part of who I am and who I will always, in some ways, want to be.

I thought you should know...
That I like to think that I make you smile, laugh and even look like the crazy person always laughing at his/her phone screen.

I thought you should know...
That every word you've ever read here holds some kind of truth about me. I've shown you all more than you'd ever know.

I thought you should know...
That because I can stain my paper with beautiful words doesn't make the pain, passion, joy or numbness any less. Sharing them with you is what magnifies it minimizes the weight.

I thought you should know...
That I should be sleeping right now but just couldn't stay away from you.

I thought you should know...
That I'm learning and growing and will take you on this journey with me cuz you are the "spice".

I thought you should know...
That I'm in Uyo and the weekend is right here. Le Meridien, anybody? I think I should have earned a treat.

Cheers my lovelies,
Nazzy